Monday, November 2, 2009

Sometimes...

...I just don't have anything to say! Believe me it doesn't happen often - I am a talker but right now...I got nothing.

I could continue to be the broken record I have been lately



and whine and complain about how we still don't have a court date. I know, it has only been 3 months since we got our referral (yes, 3 months) but we have not heard one word.

But I know you don't want to hear that...it is getting old and boring...I even bore myself with it.

I could tell you about how my heart is breaking into little pieces more everyday as we wait longer and longer to find out if our son will officially be our son.



but you have also heard that!

So, I haven't had much to say lately.

I am hoping that will change one day soon.

22 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hi Sweetie,

I want you to know that you are not alone. I Love you and am here waiting with you. I look forward to the day that we hear the news, and even more to the day that we meet our son and bring him home.

Love Yvan.

D Dae said...

Thinking of you guys and hoping you hear something soon.

shauna said...

Rana, you will hear the news, hang in there, you're only getting closer!!

Brendan and Mary said...

I am here to listen to your "broken record" rants...any time, any day.

I can't wait to hear that this pain has been taken from you!

Mary

Julie said...

Three months? Really? Sucky. I'm sorry. I know this part of the wait is excruciating. Thinking about you guys and sending you a long sought after never presented Mojito.
xoxo

Ramona said...

Oh Rana. The thing that would make my day is to hear that this post could change because you are through court... But until then, don't apologize because we wait with you to see your little boy in your arms. I don't get how they pick court dates etc but all I know is I want your heart to be full and bursting because you're off to your son!!
Ramona
who will gladly take photos of you and your family together in Ethiopia!!!

Dianne said...

(hugs)

There's not much to say, but just hold onto the fact that this feeling is temporary and what comes after will bless you over and over and over. We were at 3 months of waiting this time last year. It sucked. Our sweet girl kept us going, just your sweet boy does for you.

Rhonda, Kristin, Eden said...

It'll come, it's just fine to be sad, because you just need to be sometimes.

C'mon news!

Stephanie said...

Thinking of you often and hoping that you get that court done and over with so you can go and pick up your son!

Steph :-)

tobink said...

Ugggghhh - it's just so cruel having to wait so long for court news, particularly, as Ramona posted, there's no rhyme or reason to the scheduling (ah, that's right - it's international adoption).

But I'm sure you'll be posting most excellent news soon. In the meantime, please feel free to share your broken record-ness with us.

Karen

The Warren Family said...

Geee...the waiting never seems to end. Hang in there, good news has to be just around the corner.

CinnamonOpus said...

Oh honey, lots and lots of hugs from us. It's such a hard wait. But he's totally worth it (of course you know that) and remember that every day is one day closer to being a family forever.

Connie said...

I understand your pain... he's your son and he needs to be in your arms. Hopefully something will happen soon.
Your pictures are perfect.

BCMommy said...

I hope you get that wonderful call like Hazel, and find that not only have you had court, but you passed first time!!!

I'm thinking of you and Ade all the time :)

Claire

hazel said...

Rana, I am confident your court date will be in the next batch - coming asap!!

In the meantime, feel free to repeat the broken record as often as you need to. Besides, I like the old, scratchy LPs ;-P

Tova said...

I concur: Be a broken record as much as you need to in order to cope. This is one of the suckiest times in the process.

Sending you hugs and some faith that this will end soon.

passmycoffee said...

I'm thinking about you lots and sending big hugs your way. I can't wait for the day you get to finally hold your wee one in your arms.

passmycoffee said...

I'm thinking about you lots and sending big hugs your way. I can't wait for the day you get to finally hold your wee one in your arms.

Darrell and Jess said...

I love the broken record! Maybe because I'm one too... but hoping & praying for news soon.

Curvy Runner said...

A mothers heart feels what it feels, there's no shame in that broken record or not. We're all here for you!

Chad, Laura and Sara said...

I get ya - sometimes there really isn't anything to say that has not been said already. Just remember that we're here for you anytime.

L

Janice said...

Sometimes it's just good to know that you are not alone - and I really like your graphics.

Come on court date.