Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Hola

We are back from 2 weeks of sun, sand and relaxing.

It was great to get away! We needed it!

Coming home was hard only because we are back to the reality of our situation.

It is hard not knowing and the uncertainty of will we have the family we have dreamed of for so long looming over our heads.

It makes my heart hurt!

34 comments:

Anonymous said...

My heart aches with you!

Love Yvan

Heather Blake said...

welcome home, Rana. I'm thinking of you both and sending you strength. I'm checking both blogs daily to see when the great news arrives.
Here with you
Heather

Liz said...

Oh, I assumed when Haze got her good news that you were in the same batch of good news and just hadn't had time to update the blog...I'm so sorry you are still waiting!

Stephanie said...

Glad you're back :-) but sad that you are still waiting :-(

((((hugs))))

Steph :-)

Tova said...

Welcome back! I've missed you.

I've moved to wordpress, come check out my feeble attempts to figure it out.

http://wholetthishappen.wordpress.com/

turgeonexpansion said...

Hey friend,

I'm a phone call away if you need to ever chat! I'm glad you got away but I'm sorry you're still dealing with what you're dealing with.

I'll give you a call this week.

K_I_T_ said...

ive missed you posting here!(or on your saw shapening site!) Im thinking for you lots lately and am here if you feel like you want to chat.
Sorry you are still waiting....

Chad, Laura and Sara said...

Ah, there you are. I have not had my Rana fix in few weeks and didn't know what to do with myself :)

Glad you had a nice trip.

Hope you have an amazing update VERY soon.

Laura

Jess said...

welcome home.... and sending hugs

Anonymous said...

Rana

Always thinking of you guys and glad you had a nice time away. You will just have to make mojitos in the next couple of weeks and pretend you are still gone. :-)

Hoping for a resolution or answers for your family. Always here if you need to vent!

Blessings
Crystal

D Dae said...

Oh poop... there was some good news stuff while you were gone and I was really, really, really, REALLY hoping you were going to come home to some good news. :(

Ricki said...

Welcome home, we missed you :) I'm glad that you had a good time chillaxin' in the sun but so sorry you didn't get to come home to some positive news. Give me a call when you are settled back into life and feel like having a chat.
Love ya!

Littleone said...

I am glad you had a good trip and hope you hear some good news in the very near future.

Take care and thinking of you often.

Donna

Brendan and Mary said...

We wanted so badly to hear that you came home to good news. So sorry this has been so painful for you...we are thinking of you.

Mary

The Gaboury's said...

I was so hoping that you would come back from vacation and have some good news. Glad to hear you had a good vacation, but sad to hear that you haven't got good news to post. I am sending you guys positive thoughts to get you through this difficult time.

Debbie

Alex said...

Sending positive thoughts your way ... I was really hoping you'd have gotten some good news while you were away.
Let me know if you ever want to go for a drink in Cowtown :-)
Ha - my word verification is untsabla ... but I read it as unstable. Describes a lot right now!!

Kari --- said...

I will be praying some fabulous news comes your way soon, and little Ade will be home in his own bed soon!

andrea said...

Does it make you feel any better how much you were completely and totally missed?? I checked in all the time just waiting for you to be back (and looking forward to some nice, beachy, sun tan photos!) A

PS. So, so sorry that you didn't come home to more progress.

Proudmama said...

Glad to hear you had a great vacation but am so sorry that you aren't posting some great news about your son. I can't imagine how hard this wait must be. I hope that it's over soon. Take care of yourself,
Courtney

Corrie said...

I hope this is the last vacation you will be able to take without your little man in your arms!

Sharla said...

I too was checking often to see if perhaps you would hear some good news while you were away and I'm so sorry that didn't happen but I am glad that you were able to go somewhere together and try to relax and at the very least, enjoy some sun.

Heidi said...

Oh Rana,

My heart hurts for you. I could just cry... I'm glad you're back, but was so hoping you would come back to some good news. God knows no one deserves it more.

Wishing happiness and progress your way...

(((hugs)))
Heidi

Janice said...

Sigh! It shouldn't have to be this painful and difficult.
It makes my heart hurt for you too.

Janice

Anonymous said...

Welcome Home Rana. Like everyone else I was hoping you would return home to some wonderful news. I'll just keep on hoping.
Jen D

tobink said...

Please count me among those who missed you, who were so hoping you were coming home to great news, and whose hearts hurt for you, Yvan and Ade.

Uggghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Karen

downes said...

Oh Rana, I can't imagine what you two are going through. It is definitely your turn for some good news soon. Hang in there.
Cheryl

shauna said...

welcome home Rana! You have a lot of us hoping and praying with you for some good news very soon!!!!!

Colleen said...

Hey Rana,

Thinking of you lots. I'm sorry your heart is hurting...my heart hurts for you and this situation.
Big Hugs!
Colleen

Jennifer said...

Welcome back! Hope you had a good time.
As for not hearing anything adoption wise, all I'll say about that is; that sucks rocks! (Another friend said that to me once about adoption stuff, I couldn't agree with her more!)

sallytomato said...

Thinking of you guys and checking for good news all the time. You've gone through so much!

Lots of prayers,
Michelle

Sharla said...

okay so I just tagged you for a blogging game. hope it gives you ten minutes of fun - or even two. go to my blog to find out how to play. it made me laugh when I read my sister-in-law's so I figured we could all use to lighten things up a bit...what the heck?

cK said...

Never give up... your dream will come true and you will hold your baby Ade in your arms.

natasha said...

God Rana, I hope you have good news soon. There has to be justice in this.
Natasha

Janna said...

Glad to hear you had a good vacation, and I hope that soon you'll be on a plane to Ethiopia to pick up Ade. You are in my prayers, for what it's worth.